Wednesday, 9 January 2013

I felt, like me again, not mummy, just me.

I feel over the last few years, I have tried my hardest to be a good a mum.  I do everything with my sons, take them everywhere with me.  On the occasional night out with the girls I worry about the boys and can be found calling them.  What I'm trying to say is I'm with my family 247.

Today was a massive milestone, my youngest started nursery, Bubs is my shadow.  I left him at the nursery he didn't cry nor call back for me.  I felt satisfied he'd be fine.  When his big brother started nursery he cried he was fine going to school, dry eyes all round.  I felt fine because me and Bubs had each other.

As nursery is a big thing for the little guy, Daddy took the day off work and we both saw him off.  We had our dog and took him for a massive walk along the River Chest afterwards, just the of us.  We held hands and spoke about what we want in the future.  It felt so strange not to have either of the boys with us.  I felt very relaxed for the first time in ages. I felt, like me again, not mummy, just me.

I'm looking forward to having quality me time.  I'm going to appreciate these couple of of free hours and want to use them wisely.  Sod the house work! lol

We made a friend, going to take him some apples tomorrow.